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[18 Oct 2004|04:15pm]
so, a while back, i made a livejournal after this one - livejournal.com/users/obesecity. then i deleted it, and now i'm writing in it again. cool, huh?


that's all - i'm not writing in this one anymore.

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we ain't in this for the jews. [23 Aug 2004|01:08am]
[ mood | down. ]

my stomach is so empty, that it wants to vomit to make itself even more empty. repulsive - but i just haven't been in the mood to eat the past few days.

we took desi up to richmond, so she could get herself settled for college. it was so surreal, and i've never cried so much in one day. but, i'm happy for her, and i am going up there to stay with her often. neat, i love her.

i've got mad suprises for mass people.

there is something wrong with me - i think i'm due to die soon.

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i am no one's protege. [22 Aug 2004|01:11am]
[ mood | restless ]

i had a good time with elyse tonight, even if it was only for a short while. the thing i liked most was that i am comfortable around her. we share similar anxieties and thoughts, so i don't feel bad about them - 'cos i know she understands.

i really do hope we get to hang out a lot more - she's such an interesting girl.

monday is now "temilee" day. it's official, and you should be excited. or jealous.

pierce and majkut come home tomorrow from richmond, and i can't wait. i really want to hang out - so call me when you get back! i'll be in richmond for most of sunday, and i'm not sure when i get back that night (you can try at like seven or eight, and if no one picks up, just leave a message, and i'll call you as soon as i can. don't hang up, though, with out messaging, 'cos that is an ultimate pet peeve of mine). and then monday, well, like i explain about, is temilee. so, call tuesday!
home: 3068944
cell: 6964189
let's make it happen!

[2:02] you should check out versus rome:
david orozco: vocals
matt bodony: guitar
ethaniel butler: drums
kate: bass
(a second guitarist may be sought out for, if necessary.)
a rock and roll band, influenced by others, but determined to be different and unique with an edge to their style. as of now, there haven't been any shows, but they are hoping to open that option up, once they've got requests. they will be willing to play anywhere, at any time - you've only got to ask.
"i don't want it as an attempt to get big or anything, just to have a variety of listeners."
david orozco.
eventually, a link will be put up, for you to preview. but until then, take my word for it, and check them out. you can contact david for more details. screen name: ThinkLikeFlames e-mail: thinklikeflames@aol.com
try it out - the kids have got great skill. and if you aren't ready to arrange for a show, at least talk to them about their band, and see where they're going with this. you never know - you could be the second guitarist!

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d-d-d-d-douche. [20 Aug 2004|10:31pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

so, i'm home, and things did not get off to a good start in the world.

but, i did get to spend the day with emilee, and visit francis, as well.

i sat awake crying at 3 a.m. last night, because i felt so helpless. and again today, at the doctors. it's out of my hands, i've come to notice.

look at my pictures:
http://public.fotki.com/iles
and send me pictures so i can add you to it. email: morenowandagain@yahoo.com

i'm obese.

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you aren't cute, so stop trying so hard. [17 Aug 2004|09:16pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

i'll be making my way back home to virginia beach tomorrow.

if you, any of you, want to hang out, leave a comment with your phone number, so i can call you up. if you don't leave one, i will assume you don't want to make plans, and i will make no effort to do so.

and, if you're going to be out of town at all, leave dates, so i can be sure to call you once you get home, rather than while you're out.

i'll see you all soon, hopefully.
love to my friends.

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i wish we could always be friends. [16 Aug 2004|07:19pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

i think, perhaps, it's time for a real update - it's been so long since i've done that.

luckily, i will be coming home on wednesday - that's only tomorrow that i've got left to suffer through, and then i am on my way home. unfotunately, dad wants to spend our last day at some place like disneyland. hooty hoo.

speaking of the devil - my father - i'm getting real fed up with him. he can be so arrogant sometimes, and it's gone on long enough. he gets so upset out of nowhere, and storms down the stairs, cursing, because we can't think of anything to do. and yet, neither can he, but that's totally acceptable. i don't get him sometimes. come to think of it - i never do. it has come to the point where i have no tolerance for him - and, if possible, it makes me even more anxious to come home to my mum.

speaking of her - i love my mum more than anything, and i'm glad to have her as a best friend - i'm glad we aren't one of those mother and daughter relationships where they fight almost every night because the daughter is irresponsible and cannot be trusted. i'm glad i've chosen to be a better person, 'cos that's what she deserves.

i really can't wait to hang out with everyone - i expect good times. make room for me to re-enter your chaotic lives that have been going on without me for so long! i almost feel like i could cry just to see you all again - i've missed you all that much.

i think all of my letters have been intercepted, 'cos i can think of two in particular that i have not received, and were sent a while ago. someone is playing with the mail...

and on a fianl note: i want to get my ears gauged from my current size ten up to a size eight, or maybe straight to a size six.

every time you think you're walking,
you're just moving the ground.
every time you think you're talking,
you're just moving your mouth.
every time you think you're looking,
you're just looking down.

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shake it, white boy. [16 Aug 2004|10:34am]
[ mood | confused ]

last night i had a dream about james lewis.

whaaaaaaaaaaat?!

[12:02] i'm sick and tired of my dad - he's a jerk. i can't wait to come home. wednesday!

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mediocre people do exceptional things all the time. [15 Aug 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | fatty. ]

welfare barbie.Collapse )

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look, i don't do business with skanky jews. [13 Aug 2004|07:53pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

because i have the most incredible mother in the world, upon returning to the love of mine that is virginia beach, i will be suprised with a new room! she went through the trouble of purchasing both of these:
box bed.Collapse )

duvet.Collapse )

and she will be painting two walls grey, and two a creamy khaki colour. she also got a white, weathered shelf for me to put my stereo on. and perhaps, later, we will buy this chandelier/lamp:
chandelier.Collapse )

all of this, because my mother is the neatest, by far. i love her more than anything, and she is my best friend.

thank you, and goodnight.

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hold your cards to your chest. [13 Aug 2004|10:04am]
[ mood | calm ]

i am going to be making a variety of andy warhol t-shirts for myself, clearly because he is amazing. with the extra transfer paper, i will be more than happy to make you one upon request. but that's only if you're a good friend (sorry, but money is tight, and unless you are willing to buy it from me, i can't do that for you.) pick out a print from this website:
http://www.postershop.com/Warhol-Andy-p.html?LIMIT1=0&LIMIT2=10
and leave a comment with a request. please, if you aren't a true warhol fan, do not ask for one, because supplies are limited. it's first come first serve.
thanks!

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leave that toothpaste alone! [12 Aug 2004|01:28pm]
[ mood | envious ]

thanks to nobody, i have gotten zero letters since i've been here in huntington.

thanks to elyse, i got a neat e-mail.

a big happy belated birthday to kimberly drew. you are the greatest, by far.

i love to shop.

i need some transfer paper - i figured out a better way to get my andy warhol banana t-shirt.

i'm sorry to people who are mad at me - i'm only human, though.

i am envious of just about everyone on the face of the earth. understand the i said just about.

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jesus on sale - for only $19.95!! [06 Aug 2004|11:31am]
[ mood | bored ]

in twelve days, i'll be on my way home. i'm more than ready.

what are you?Collapse )

i'm so stupid - i need to come home.

and i took a test last night - according to it, i should seek professional help, because ihave signs of adhd.

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are you gonna bark all day, little doggy? or are you gonna bite? [05 Aug 2004|09:50am]
[ mood | calm ]

happy birthday andrew voegel! i look forward to hanging out, you attractive beast.

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